| Location | Larkhall |
| Age | 10 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 23/01/1985 |
| Date of Death | 10/12/1985 |
| Visitors | 2,135 since 31/05/2008 |
| Creator |
John gavin Hamilton
Born 23 jan 1985-10th dec 1985
Twin brother of James
Died aged 10 and a half months to cot death
I was only 16 years old when i discovered i was pregnant and expecting twins , i didn't know whether
to laugh or cry , i was both scared and excited at the same time ,i had to stay in hospital best
part of 5 months , not because i was poorly or because you or your twin were poorly but mainly to
keep an eye on me i think it was because i was so young .
You were born 11 minutes after your twin brother James and you were both a good weight although a
month prem you weighed 6lbs 2 oz ,James weighed 5lbs 11oz , I will never forget the first time i
seen you both in special care , i couldn't believe both these beautiful babies were mine i was
amazed i had never seen new born babies before so tiny and frail , you were allowed up to the ward
the next day but James had to stay in special care , i don't think i put you down the whole day i
just kept staring at you , you were so beautiful and perfect .
A week later i got to take both of you home , i had gone from a little girl to a mum over night and
i loved it , dressing you both the same ,going for walks with you both in your twin pram everyone
fussing over you both .
Although nearly 23 years has passed since you fell asleep my heart still aches for you , i keep
thinking what if, what if i hadnt put you to bed that night and just held you , what if what if.
Never a day goes by i don't think about you baby or wonder what you would be doing today , i love
and miss you so much , night night baby boy and until i get to hold you again i will keep you in my
heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx mum
A gorgeous baby boy
lent not given
to bud on earth
and flower in heaven
Not a day goes by i don't think about you darling, i miss you and love you so much x x x love mummy
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Come, dry your tears, smile again, love,
I’m only a whisper away,
Near in the dusk of the evening,
Just out of sight through the day.
Watching you waking and sleeping,
Hearing each prayer that you pray,
Sending my love to surround you,
I’m only a whisper away.
Come, dry your tears, smile again, love,
Remember the good times
we’ve known,
Cherish the joy we discovered -
Love that was planted and grown.
Your road may seem lonely ahead,
And distant horizons look grey,
You won’t be walking alone, dear,
I’m only a whisper away.
Hi baby
hi baby i love and miss you so much not a day goes by i dont think about u and miss u like mad , sleep tight baby boy xxxx
♥ A Letter From Heaven ♥
I am writing this from heaven,
where I dwell with God above,
where there’s no more tears or sadness,
there is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy
because I’m out of sight,
remember that I’m with you,
every morning, noon and night.
And I will be beside you,
every day, and week, and year,
and when you’re sad I’m standing there
to wipe away the tear.
But one thing is for certain,
though my life on earth’s no more,
I am closer to you now
than I ever was before.
And when its time for you to go,
from that body to be free,
remember that you’re not going away,
you’re coming home to me.
And I will always love you,
from this happy land above,
I’ll soon be in touch again
with you; PS God sends his love.
1998 Ruth Ann Mahaffey
tributes for the weekend xxxxx
FOR FRIDAY 25TH SEPTEMBER
Good Bye
I know my time has ended,
Its time for me to leave.
I want you all to know,
You mean so much to me.
Why I had to go,
Was a mystery to me.
All I heard was God,
Saying “ Please come home to me.”
So I left my friends and family,
I didn’t say goodbye.
All I got to see,
Were the tears in their eyes.
But as I saw them crying,
I asked them not to grieve.
Knowing how much we care,
That our love will never cease.
You can look up at the sky,
And look over to the sea.
When you feel that gentle breeze,
You always think of me.
♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥
FOR SATURDAY
If I Had One Last Day
If I had one last day
To tell you what's inside
I'd tell you that I'm sorry
For all the times I've lied
I'd tell you that I need you
To hold my hand today
I'd tell you that I love you
I'd ask you, please, to stay
You'd look at me and smile
The way you always would
And say "I'd love to stay,
If only I really could"
Then you'd laugh the way you did
Whenever I was blue
You'd wipe my tears and whisper softly,
"Don't cry, I love you too"
If I had one last day
I'd love you from the start
I'd stop hiding how I feel
I'd say what's in my heart
If I had one last day,
I'd say my last good-bye
And that even though you are far away,
In my heart, you'll never die.
♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥
FOR SUNDAY
Letter From Heaven For My Family........
When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an Angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind,
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you".
Today for life on earth is past,
But here it starts anew.
♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
LOVE ALWAYS FROM CHRISTINE ROBERT AND FAMILY XXXX
♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥AXC♥
with love
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___*hug*_______THINK ING________*hug*____
____*hug________OF YOU ________hug*_____
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love always from christine robert and family xxxxx
MY LITTLE TREASURE......
MY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL MY LITTLE TREASURE
I LOVE AND MISS YOU BEYOND ALL MEASURE
I LONG SO MUCH TO LOOK INTO YOUR SWEET FACE
TO ROCK YOU TO SLEEP IN MY WARM EMBRACE
ONE DAY I WILL GET TO HOLD YOU ONCE AGAIN
THAT WILL BE THE DAY THAT I AM FREE FROM PAIN
I KNOW THRE ARE NO TEARS IN HEAVEN YOU CAN SMILE
YOUR SHORT TIME WITH ME WAS SO WORTHWHILE.....
copyright� Rosalind Roberts 10/9/09
LOVE ALWAYS FROM CHRISTINE ROBERT AND FAMILY XXXXXX
Gone Too Soon
G od took you gently by the hand,
O n wings of love to another land,
N estled in the clouds up high,
E ternal live he gave you in the sky,
T he ones left behind have broken hearts,
O h they did not want you to depart,
O ne day you will all meet again,
S aving a place and no more pain,
O n wings of love in Heaven above,
O ur hearts are filled with lots of love,
N ever more then a heartbeat away,
Gone too soon but remembered every single day.
LOVE FROM CHRISTINE ROBERT AND FAMILY XXXXX
Copyright @ Sandy
with love
_____*hug*___*hug*__ __*h ug*___*hug*____
___*hug*______*hug*_ *hug*_______*hug*__
__*hug*__________*hu g*__________*hug*__
__*hug*_____________ ___________*hug*___
___*hug*_________ ________*hug*____
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______*hug*_________ _______*hug*_______
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___*hug*______*hug*_ *hug*_______*hug*__
__*hug*__________*hu g*__________*hug*__
__*hug*_____________ ___________*hug*___
___*hug*_______THINK ING________*hug*____
____*hug________OF YOU ________hug*_____
______*hug*_________ ________*hug*______
________*hug*_______ ______*hug*________
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_________________*hu g*______________
♥ღ♥ My Angel ♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ You'll always be my angel
Of happiness and love
You'll always be my angel
Looking at me from above.
I miss you a lot
And I wish you could have stayed,
But I thought
It's better for you, so I prayed.
And I keep praying
And thinking
But also crying
And leaking.
It was tearing me apart
Before I actualy knew
Through those golden gates
Those angel guards were you.
You were everything
That you could possibly be
And now that I think of it
Why was I only thinking about me?
You'll always be my angel
Of happiness and love
You'll always be my angel
Looking at me from above.
I see
You watching over me
And hear
You speaking to me
I won't
Give up and not care
I will
Move on and be fair.
As I think about you
I might be sad for a while
But as I think again My Angel
I see your happy smile
Smiling down at me
Through the clouds
And through the sky
I've left the ground
And just died.
I'm coming to be with you
And God, too.
You'll always be my angel
Of happiness and love
You'll always be my angel
Looking at me from above ♥ღ♥
LOVE ALWAYS FROM ROBERT CHRISTINE AND FAMILY XXXX
By Mystykka Mysterious
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