| Location | Larkhall |
| Age | 10 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 23/01/1985 |
| Date of Death | 10/12/1985 |
| Visitors | 2,139 since 31/05/2008 |
| Creator |
John gavin Hamilton
Born 23 jan 1985-10th dec 1985
Twin brother of James
Died aged 10 and a half months to cot death
I was only 16 years old when i discovered i was pregnant and expecting twins , i didn't know whether
to laugh or cry , i was both scared and excited at the same time ,i had to stay in hospital best
part of 5 months , not because i was poorly or because you or your twin were poorly but mainly to
keep an eye on me i think it was because i was so young .
You were born 11 minutes after your twin brother James and you were both a good weight although a
month prem you weighed 6lbs 2 oz ,James weighed 5lbs 11oz , I will never forget the first time i
seen you both in special care , i couldn't believe both these beautiful babies were mine i was
amazed i had never seen new born babies before so tiny and frail , you were allowed up to the ward
the next day but James had to stay in special care , i don't think i put you down the whole day i
just kept staring at you , you were so beautiful and perfect .
A week later i got to take both of you home , i had gone from a little girl to a mum over night and
i loved it , dressing you both the same ,going for walks with you both in your twin pram everyone
fussing over you both .
Although nearly 23 years has passed since you fell asleep my heart still aches for you , i keep
thinking what if, what if i hadnt put you to bed that night and just held you , what if what if.
Never a day goes by i don't think about you baby or wonder what you would be doing today , i love
and miss you so much , night night baby boy and until i get to hold you again i will keep you in my
heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx mum
A gorgeous baby boy
lent not given
to bud on earth
and flower in heaven
Not a day goes by i don't think about you darling, i miss you and love you so much x x x love mummy
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miss you baby xxxx
Hi sweetie , i know i keep saying "baby" although u would be 24 now you will always be my little baby boy , i look at ur twin brother all the time and think john should be here with james a big strapping lad like him , it hurts like mad the pain of not having you with me will never subside
9 weeks till ur an uncle i know u will be looking down making sure we are all ok
Hope u and taylah are together , i know u will be and u will be looking after her , and one day i will be with u looking after u both again , i love and miss you so much John ,night night baby boy , i love you more than words can say xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Angels are ever all around us
And with love they do surround us.
When my heart is sore in need
The Angels come, my soul to feed.
They come to me from up above
and sing in whispers of Love.
When in my heart I feel a tug
I know that it's an Angels' hug.
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ALWAYS REMEMBRED ANGEL XXXXXXX
Nite God blessxxx
Please send the candle of love
to someone who has touched your life,
and keep the flame of love burning bright.
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happy easter baby boy xxxx
HAPPY EASTER
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hi my wee man xxx
Hiya john hope ur having a good day up in heaven baby , i love and miss u like mad and not a day goes by i dont think about ur cheeky wee smile and that hearty wee laugh u had , when u done that everyone in the room would laugh it was so contagious
sleep tight my baby boy i love you soooo much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Happy Easter, Love from Fran & Fiona xxx
Meeting the Easter Bunny
by Rowena Bennett
On Easter morn at early dawn
before the cocks were crowing
I met a bob-tail bunnykin
and asked where he was going.
"Tis in the house and out the house
a-tispy, tipsy-toeing,
Tis round the house
and 'bout the house a-lighlty I am going."
"But what is that of every hue
you carry in your basket?"
"Tis eggs of gold and eggs of blue;
I wonder that you ask it.
"Tis chocolate eggs and bonbon eggs
and eggs of red and gray,
For every child in every house
on bonny Easter day.
He perked his ears
and winked his eye and twitched his little nose;
He shook his tail -- what tail he had --
and stood up on his toes.
"I must be gone before the sun;
the east is growing gray;
Tis almost time for bells to chime."
-- So he hippety-hopped away.
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I send this flower with all my love xxxx
A candle to remember, may it burn ever so bright
As we look to the heavens on this very night.
Beyond the stars, our dear John soars
Embraced by his Savior on heaven's shores.
As the angels protect him and sing his sweet name
We honour his life with the glow of this flame.
So we light this candle for John tonight
As a symbol of our love and his eternal life.
This is for the weekend ~ Candles will be light as usual on Sunday evening
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My true love, my angel, I have finally found,
You are the reason my heart begins to pound.
You are my soul, you are my heart,
I know forever we will never apart.
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In My Mind
by Jenn Farrell
Somewhere in my dreams tonight
I'll see you standing there
You look at me with a smile
"Life isn't always fair"
You say you were chosen for his garden
His preciously hand picked bouquet
"God really needed me,
That's why I couldn't stay"
It's said to be that angels
Are sent from above
I've always had my angel
My brother - whose heart was filled with love
Wherever the ocean meets the sky
There will be memories of you and I
When I look up at that sky so blue
All I see are visions of you
"While there's a heart in me, you'll be a part of me."
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My Best Friend
by Athena
Once was here
now is gone
I will always
love forever
the laughs
the tears
the smiles
without her
my life has no direction
no ups nor downs
no smiles or frowns
I miss her
I cry
I see her
I lie
what ever went wrong
I can mend
I will always
love forever
my very best friend
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