John Gavin Hamilton

1985 - 1985
LocationLarkhall
Age10 months
Cause of DeathCot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
Date of Birth23/01/1985
Date of Death10/12/1985
Visitors2,138 since 31/05/2008
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John gavin Hamilton
Born 23 jan 1985-10th dec 1985
Twin brother of James
Died aged 10 and a half months to cot death

I was only 16 years old when i discovered i was pregnant and expecting twins , i didn't know whether
to laugh or cry , i was both scared and excited at the same time ,i had to stay in hospital best
part of 5 months , not because i was poorly or because you or your twin were poorly but mainly to
keep an eye on me i think it was because i was so young .
You were born 11 minutes after your twin brother James and you were both a good weight although a
month prem you weighed 6lbs 2 oz ,James weighed 5lbs 11oz , I will never forget the first time i
seen you both in special care , i couldn't believe both these beautiful babies were mine i was
amazed i had never seen new born babies before so tiny and frail , you were allowed up to the ward
the next day but James had to stay in special care , i don't think i put you down the whole day i
just kept staring at you , you were so beautiful and perfect .
A week later i got to take both of you home , i had gone from a little girl to a mum over night and
i loved it , dressing you both the same ,going for walks with you both in your twin pram everyone
fussing over you both .
Although nearly 23 years has passed since you fell asleep my heart still aches for you , i keep
thinking what if, what if i hadnt put you to bed that night and just held you , what if what if.
Never a day goes by i don't think about you baby or wonder what you would be doing today , i love
and miss you so much , night night baby boy and until i get to hold you again i will keep you in my
heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx mum





A gorgeous baby boy
lent not given
to bud on earth
and flower in heaven


Not a day goes by i don't think about you darling, i miss you and love you so much x x x love mummy


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Night Night John xxx

Fran Hutton Fionas Mum (Auntie) February 11, 2009

X Good Morning Sweetheart, Have a great day X

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Fran Hutton Fionas Mum (Auntie) February 10, 2009

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Fran Hutton Fionas Mum (Auntie) February 7, 2009

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♥ we love and miss you ♥
♥ and wish that you were here♥
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Fran Hutton Fionas Mum (Auntie) February 7, 2009

Morning John

Mornin John

How are you the day mate?

Hope those lassies ~ Fiona, Amy and Taylah are all behaving up there ...U keep them in check mate!

Fran asked me to light your candle for you, she is in bed ill with the flu

Hope wherever you are mate ur happy and having fun

Sending lots of love and best wishes to you

Les & Fran

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Les Fiona'S Dad (Family Friend) February 5, 2009

God called your name so gently,
That only you could hear.
No one heard the footsteps,
Of angels drawing near.

Softly from the shadows
There came a gentle call,
You closed your eyes and went to sleep,
And quietly left us all.
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Fran Hutton Fionas Mum (Auntie) January 26, 2009

Remember me
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Remember me when flowers bloom, early in the spring
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Remember me on sunny days in the fun that summer brings
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Remember me in the fall as you walk through the leaves of gold and in the wintertime - remember me in the stories that are told
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I will be forever near for i live within your heart
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luv maria xxxx

Maria Wallis January 23, 2009

happy birthday baby xXxXx

Happy birthday sweetheard hope u had a great day , i love you so much , sleep tight gorgeous xxxxx

Karen Logan (Mummy) January 23, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XxXxX

♥MISSED♥


♥ Missed in th morning of everyday ♥

♥ Missed in the evening as light fades away ♥

♥ Missed in a thousand and one little ways ♥

♥ Around every corner a memory stays ♥

♥ Sad are the hearts that miss you ♥

♥ Silent the tears that fall ♥

♥ Living our lives without you ♥

♥ Is the hardest part of all ♥


♥Love and thoughts always ♥

Lynn Charmaine Duxfields Mum January 23, 2009

i love you xxx

My Life changed, the very moment I found out
That you had passed away.
I couldn't stop it; there was nothing I could say.
You've touched my life so deeply to a point you will never know,
I try to think about you when I am feeling down and low.
Sometimes when my day gets hard
I will think about your beautiful smile
and if I listen hard enough I will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give me a reason to go on with my day,
and now if I want to see you I'll bow my head and pray.
I catch myself looking for you still,
In the halls and at the front door,
but when I call your name there is no reply any more!
I never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all I ask- why can't you give him back;
it seems like such a simple task.
I guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
I know enough now that you're peacefully at rest

Karen Logan (Mummy) January 22, 2009
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