John Gavin Hamilton

1985 - 1985
LocationLarkhall
Age10 months
Cause of DeathCot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
Date of Birth23/01/1985
Date of Death10/12/1985
Visitors2,141 since 31/05/2008
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John gavin Hamilton
Born 23 jan 1985-10th dec 1985
Twin brother of James
Died aged 10 and a half months to cot death

I was only 16 years old when i discovered i was pregnant and expecting twins , i didn't know whether
to laugh or cry , i was both scared and excited at the same time ,i had to stay in hospital best
part of 5 months , not because i was poorly or because you or your twin were poorly but mainly to
keep an eye on me i think it was because i was so young .
You were born 11 minutes after your twin brother James and you were both a good weight although a
month prem you weighed 6lbs 2 oz ,James weighed 5lbs 11oz , I will never forget the first time i
seen you both in special care , i couldn't believe both these beautiful babies were mine i was
amazed i had never seen new born babies before so tiny and frail , you were allowed up to the ward
the next day but James had to stay in special care , i don't think i put you down the whole day i
just kept staring at you , you were so beautiful and perfect .
A week later i got to take both of you home , i had gone from a little girl to a mum over night and
i loved it , dressing you both the same ,going for walks with you both in your twin pram everyone
fussing over you both .
Although nearly 23 years has passed since you fell asleep my heart still aches for you , i keep
thinking what if, what if i hadnt put you to bed that night and just held you , what if what if.
Never a day goes by i don't think about you baby or wonder what you would be doing today , i love
and miss you so much , night night baby boy and until i get to hold you again i will keep you in my
heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx mum





A gorgeous baby boy
lent not given
to bud on earth
and flower in heaven


Not a day goes by i don't think about you darling, i miss you and love you so much x x x love mummy


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I asked the Lord to bless you
As I prayed for you today
To guide you and protect you
As you go along the way.

His love is always with you
His promises are true,
And when we give Him all our cares
He will always see us through.

So when the road you're traveling on
Seems difficult at best
Just remember I'm here praying
And God will do the rest

Fran Hutton Fionas Mum (Auntie) October 4, 2008

Angels

There are angels in the Heavens,

There are angels on the ground.

There are angels all around you,

Just waiting to be found.

So when you are feeling lonely

Or just a little blue,

Open your eyes to see the angels,

They are there, waiting for you.

Don't forget about these angels

During all of your good times too,

For they like to share your happiness

And the joys that come to you.



They will wrap their wings around you,

To protect and guide you through

All the sad and tragic moments

That this life can throw at you.

They are sent to you from Heaven

From our Father up above,

So remember to look for the angels.

They'll show you all God's Love.

Fran Hutton Fionas Mum (Auntie) October 3, 2008

Hi sweetie xxx

hi baby hope ur smiling up there , even though all these years have passed since you fell asleep not a day goes by i dont think about u or lay in bed with a tear rolling down my face wishing u were still here with me.
I hope and pray you and Taylah are together , give each other a big cuddle till i get there then i will cuddle u both and never let u go again , night night my baby boy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Karen Logan (Mummy) September 23, 2008

wee john

hi there wee man, you probably wont remember me! i am your aunty anne. its been a long time but you are never far away in all our thoughts. your mum is so brave, how she has managed lately i dont know! i wish we had you for longer, but that was not to be. your twin brother james is a big strong man now, and your other brother allan is just a handful!!! your sister nicola is a lovely lass, so there you go, hope you and taylah are together and say hi to grampa guy for me.


miss you lots

aunt anne hamilton xxxxxxx

Anne Hamilton (Auntie) September 10, 2008

Hi Baby xxxxxxxx

Just came home from the cemetry and im gutted someone has stolen your lights off your grave , cant believe someone would be so cruel ,i just want you to know i will replace them tomorrow and who ever took them ,well they r just scum,cant believe anyone would steal off a babies grave.
I love and miss you so much John night night baby boy xxxxxxxxxxxx

Karen Logan (Mummy) September 9, 2008

An Angels Kiss for you Karen

We never stop to measure
Anything we might just miss
But if the wind should blow by softly
You'll feel an Angel's Kiss.

A Kiss that's sent from Heaven
A Kiss from up above
A Kiss that's very special
From someone that you love.

For in your pain and sorrow
A Kiss will help you through
This Kiss is very private
For it's meant for only you.

So when your heart is heavy
And filled with tears and pain
And no-one can console you
Remember once again.

About the one you grieve for
And so sadly miss
That gentle breeze you took for granted
Was your Angel's Kiss.
xxx

ALL MY LOVE MAGGIE XXX

Maggie Barclay September 8, 2008

Hi Baby xxxx

Hi sweetie i miss you more than u could ever imagine , why is life so unfair , one day i will get to hold you again baby boy , nigh night sweetheart i love you so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Karen Logan (Mummy) September 4, 2008

hi baby

Hope your havin a good day in heaven sweetie ,i cant begin to tell you how much i love and miss you , i know you were only a baby when you went to sleep but you will be 24 in january so im gonna ask you a massive favour , look after Taylah for me (bet your doing that already) , tell your grampa Guy i said hello and i miss him also , i know you have loads of family in heaven and you are being well looked after but i would give the world and more to have you back here with me , one day i will join you and give you the biggest hug possible .I know you would be a handsome young man now because i just have to look at James to know that as you were identical twins, a million kisses from me to you wee man i love you so much and you will always be my baby boy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Karen Logan (Mummy) July 30, 2008

Hi Baby Boy xox

Hi John, hope you are doing well in heaven miss you so much, we only got to spend 10 1/2 months with you, and you stole our hearts you were such a special little boy just like your twin brother James.
I cant wait to see you again one day xoxox

Yvonne (Aunt) July 28, 2008

hi little man

hope your behaving urself up in heaven and not up to too much mischief , i can only imagine what kind of nature you have but as a baby you were into everything , and how you loved to laugh you had the heartiest laugh i ever heard in a baby and you giggled so much , now you are 23 but you will always be my baby boy , not a day goes by i dont think about you and wonder what you would be like if you were still here with me , i love and miss you so much John , sweetdreams baby boy xxx

Karen Logan (Mummy) July 22, 2008
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