| Location | Larkhall |
| Age | 10 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 23/01/1985 |
| Date of Death | 10/12/1985 |
| Visitors | 2,141 since 31/05/2008 |
| Creator |
John gavin Hamilton
Born 23 jan 1985-10th dec 1985
Twin brother of James
Died aged 10 and a half months to cot death
I was only 16 years old when i discovered i was pregnant and expecting twins , i didn't know whether
to laugh or cry , i was both scared and excited at the same time ,i had to stay in hospital best
part of 5 months , not because i was poorly or because you or your twin were poorly but mainly to
keep an eye on me i think it was because i was so young .
You were born 11 minutes after your twin brother James and you were both a good weight although a
month prem you weighed 6lbs 2 oz ,James weighed 5lbs 11oz , I will never forget the first time i
seen you both in special care , i couldn't believe both these beautiful babies were mine i was
amazed i had never seen new born babies before so tiny and frail , you were allowed up to the ward
the next day but James had to stay in special care , i don't think i put you down the whole day i
just kept staring at you , you were so beautiful and perfect .
A week later i got to take both of you home , i had gone from a little girl to a mum over night and
i loved it , dressing you both the same ,going for walks with you both in your twin pram everyone
fussing over you both .
Although nearly 23 years has passed since you fell asleep my heart still aches for you , i keep
thinking what if, what if i hadnt put you to bed that night and just held you , what if what if.
Never a day goes by i don't think about you baby or wonder what you would be doing today , i love
and miss you so much , night night baby boy and until i get to hold you again i will keep you in my
heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx mum
A gorgeous baby boy
lent not given
to bud on earth
and flower in heaven
Not a day goes by i don't think about you darling, i miss you and love you so much x x x love mummy
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A child who loses its parent is called an orphan
A man who looses his wife is called a widower
A woman who looses her husband is called a widow
However, there is no name for a parent who looses a child
There is no word to describe such pain xxx
Beautiful angel John
Here is a teddy bear for you sweet angel as you can never have too many.
I hope you are playing happily with my daughter Livvy but try not to get up to too much mischief together.
send mummy and daddy lots of floaty kisses as i know thy miss you so much.
with love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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hi angel
hi there darlin . . .as you will know by now your mum had another 3 babies since you had to leave to become an angel and there has not been one day since you left her that she doesnt say your name x x its hard for me to imagine you as a handsome young man now just like your brother but now you hav to be the big brother to your sister taylah and I know you will be takin care of her and I know that you and her will be gettin along just hunki dori cos she had so much of your nature even tho you were just a baby wen you left we knew you were the cheeky one always into everything with no fear well thats your sister to a T . . .so pls pls enjoy her and lov and take care of her for ur mum cos she now has to live with the 2 of you being taken from her too soon x xxxx nite nite handsome xxxx
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Ask My Mum How She Is
My Mum, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mum how she is
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mum how she is,
She'll say 'I'm alright.'
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mum how she is,
She seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mum how she is,
'I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping.'
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.
I am Here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, 'You're lucky to get in here, Mum,
With all the lies you told.
to my big bro
hey john, neva got to see you but i know ure always looking down on me making sure that my skirts are long enough and that am keeping out of trouble,hope am making you proud..... make sure you look after taylah for us and make sure shes keeping outa trouble, that was her middle name lol.... love you so much and one day ill get to meet my big brother i never knew xxx xxx xxx
baby boy
I can still see your cheeky little smiley face , you were always giggling and laughing , it's been 22 years since you fell asleep and till this day no one knows why , i think about you everyday baby , your little sister Taylah is with you now i hope you are both having fun up in heaven, i miss and love you both so much and one day i will get to hold you both again, nite nite my little man , love you so much xxxmumxxx
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